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-Hibernation Day-
bad day tdy.. jus din feel like talking at all... was not even in the mood to converse with anybody... face to face, by sms, phone or what nots... just slept my whole way through.. trying to get this dumbo body of mine to recuperate fast.. seems like sore throat is not getting any better.. shld jus heed the doctor's advice and go operation get the damn toncils away! sucks.
going for cell tmr.. just realised it starts at 4.30.. so there goes my day out with granny and crys... heh currently planning day out with my girl.. lets jus go out and and have fuN! i seriously need to get rid of this boredom that's weighing me down inside... ahha in sucha pmsy mood....
i really wanna get outta singapore and most of all, one place.... friends will know where i mean..sucks man.. i wanna go overseas and have a slower pace of life elsewhere. away from the hustle and bustle here. parents tell me its a dream not meant to be fufilled...dun take me serioulsy.. i'll just drag there along with me one day.. actually i wanna leave now...permanentlyn alot of pple i cant bear to leave back here... but there'd be no alternative..cos im really set on leaving this puny island in search of sth better.. well... dream or not. leave it to God.. hopefully it is his plan for me to go elsewhere?
i need to go for a retreat... in some secluded island under the blue skies with cottony clouds .. there, i'd jus relax and get my mind off everything... no more sch no more worries.. i need this desperately.. prolly do tt during dec hols..
packing room and online at the same time.. talk bout multi-tasking...
k.. enough said.. all i want is to jus get outta this island...!!!
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
9:42 AM
PROMOS ARE OVER!
Thank God... Promos are finally finally over. though not a good ending..but afterall, i've gotta learn to let God handle everything and give God the monopoly of my life...haha the msg seng by ben ho was cool... can relate econs to Christianity! ahhah. oh actually din intend to update my blog tdy.hahha but my dear granny reminded me bout it and since im so bored..so yup.. hahas..
looking forward to seeing my dearies after their promos end..hehe. gonna have fun crapping and all.. tellin them how sucky my environment is..bet they will learn to appreciate where they are placed at right now..cant exactly mention they exact situation cos someone is bound to chance upon this and might trigger off some violent reaction and gossips from loyal supporters of this place.hahaha ok hopefully im not makin it too obvious.....
friday gonna go out with granny and crystal.. hehe it'd be our first outing out man.. gonna have fun.. loads of fun.. jus sitting down and doing nothin, talkin rubbish can be really fun.. time flies when we do such stuff.. heh friday i'd be going for cell... gonna be the new cell group im going...hopefully my friend's going on friday as well else i'd be stranded nowhere...haha..gotta make friends..ahha. come to think of it, i realise tt i actually toned down quite abit eh.. now pretty quiet as compared to my good ol' rg days.. maybe cos its diff situation and diff pple... speaking bout adaptations..haha. but whether or not it's better for me or not, i dunno.. hehe but i can adapt to certain characteristics and only to certain type of pple pretty well...so yeah.. haha the "test"'d come when i see my friends again...whether or not i'd be as noisy or wad...haha man im ranting too excessively.
gonna sleep... hopefully i'd recover fully tmr.. =)
